I feel like I am drowning. I am fighting hard, kicking, and screaming. My hands are grasping but I am being pushed. Rough evil hands wrapped around me ankles yanking me towards the bottom of these creepy swampy waters.
Life is hard right now. I have a good job that allows me to be with my family more but it never feels like enough. My car needs repairs, the husbands car needs repairs, I have to pay 45.00 to get a meningitis shot to even register for school, I have a 200.00 dentist bill and Christmas is right around the corner. I have to make cuts somewhere but being down to one vehicle has taken it's toll. I need to win the lottery but since I dont even play I need to figure out a different plan.
Weight loss....well I weighed even though I ate tons of candy and drank wine the night before. I only gained one pound. Monday started great and I worked out but the night ended terrible with trick or treating. Then today was awful...Chilis trays for breakfast, Mexican for dinner, and pop tarts for lunch. Is that not how I got fat to begin with?? So I am at a turning point....do I wallow in self pity or do I say I am not taking this crap anymore....the self pity thing is easy...I am usually a really strong person or at least I try to be but I am so tired of being pushed down, standing back up only to be pushed back down again.
This is when you have the opportunity to prove to YOURSELF how strong you can be.
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