Ran. Iced my hip like crazy. Played outside in the beautiful and warm weather. worked, worked, and worked. Okay now I am to Friday! Friday was K's first field trip. They went to the zoo and R and I were both lucky enough to get off. It was freezing balls outside but we made the best of it.
Saturday I got out for my long run and it was pouring down rain. My solution: treadmill on the back porch, music jamming, my kids watching and waiting, and me...running my little heart out. I hate the treadmill for future reference. I nailed that 6.2 miles and it felt good to accomplish a goal. I love that little girl!! I got a new desk which my close friends know put me over the moon. I redid the chair and replaced the knobs...I feel so nerdy at how happy this desk makes me. I drove home in this stupid crazy storm with hail. That crap is for the birds.
Side note: I am breaking out in this itchy rash across my chest?? I thought it was a necklace but now I am not so sure. It is caked in cortisone right now to avoid me scratching...I am a scratcher :)
Today started off hectic....but it ended fluffy and lazy...got to love lazy cold sundays. I am currently listening to most amazing workout music on youtube...I am motivated to drink my water really fast right now!!
Okay now for the rant......
For those who think it is okay to tell someone that they can't or won't do something..you should be UFC punched in the face. FOR REAL....it would be different if I thought you were trying to be motivating in any way, but you were sincere in your statement. I live and breathe to now prove you stupid wrong. There is the gasoline on my tiny flame. You have awoken something in me that I didn't know was there. I do change my mind a million times a day. You want to know why?? There are so many unhappy people in the world. Why would I want to be like you..waking up everyday hating my life. Struggling with just being a fake version of myself. I change my mind and am vocal about it because I am human. Because I search for happiness. I want to have a job that means something to me and that provides for my family. I care about my body as well. I struggle like the other millions and billions of people in the world. That's what makes me relatable. I am progress. I am the happiest with my body that I have ever been and it is only going to get better. As for your crack at me being 26 and a waitress with two kids while I am in school....I am not the one you should feel sorry for...Let me break this down for you. I work part time and make enough money that I get to do crazy amazing things with my family. I get to take off for my kids plays, field trips, when they are sick, or when I want a fun day in the sun with my family. I have AMAZING managers and coworkers. I have guests that ask for me and only me. I LOVE MY JOB. Some people are not cut out for it so they try to judge what they don't understand. You have fun in you 9-5 job barely making more then me and not seeing the daylight. I wouldn't trade anything for what anyone else has. I am not jealous of you and your coach bags and expensive car...you know how I see you?? A materialistic, unhappy, and immature child...who has nothing else better to do then try and beat others down. You didn't make me feel bad about my life..You made me think and realize how much I appreciate my life. I am happy and very very blessed. As for my goals....be prepared. I am going to rub your face in my triumphs. I am going to pray my heart out. I am going to keep being happy and keep my eyes on what matters...God, my family, my goals, and the truest of true friends.
There's my rant....sorry I had to share. I feel better now!!! Good night all...week 6 starts tomorrow. I am halfway there!
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