So yesterday was a terrible day for me from the start. Between a misunderstanding/fight with my friends to lousy tippers I ended up having an anxiety attack at which point I was given a anti-anxiety pill. I then went on a mile run and a mile walk with T and then went to the deer lease wear I proceeded to fall asleep. I woke up at 10 this morning having slept more then 12 hours. I did get everything worked out with my friends thank god because we are all going on this amazing hiking trip together! At least I think it will be amazing I have never been. It is now 3:19 and I have barely gotten out of bed. Reality is setting in and it's a but depressing.
We have lived with my in laws for almost a year and have barely managed to save anything. More important things always come up. Kids being sick, car problems, new tires, you name it and it has happened. I have been on pinterest like crazy looking at all this house stuff and it hits me like a punch in the face..."will we ever have our own house?"...I know someday but when? What have I done to help our future? I have not done all the the things I could be doing That's for sure. So I am starting now. I have a savings I am not going to touch for anything. I have food and a full tank of gas and 29.00...I can make it work. I hope I can make it work.
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