School: This week I feel like I have accomplished and done so much. Monday on day 2 of my clinicals I was able to scrub in and do some amazing things. Because of HIPPA I am not allowed to say what those things are but I assure you....they were amazing. School is going amazing all though I am lacking some serious sleep. My grades are for the most part A's and I think the only B's I have gotten is because I want to turn everything in early instead of taking my time to really look over everything.
Home: home life is Banana's but I think I have been managing it pretty well. When I come home I try to go straight to spending time with my girls. Today we got them a new bike and scooter. The girls had so much fun. They have gotten to go to the park and swing, take long family walks, and stay up and eat cookies and ice cream. Those are two very lucky girls. The hubs and I have also been doing a tad on the amazing side. I feel like being away from work I am less stressed and have time to focus and breath.
Working out: has been amazing this week. I just hope I keep it up. Saturday I bought some super amazing running shoes as motivation and reward. I have a pretty grizzly bet/pinky promise this week to a friend that I have every intention of keeping. I also got some new socks and a sports bra. I am lucky to have a husband that supports me getting fit. I have hit a brick wall with my weight loss and it has me getting super down on myself. I am 10 pounds heavier then my lowest weight and I just don't know how to get back to where I was without doing some extreme dieting. I am trying not to weigh everyday and I know that my diet could be way more focused. It is true what they say, "you cannot out train a bad diet". I think I am hitting my ah hah moment where I am fixing to change how I do everything. Like a makeover of my life. I wish everyone would participate but it is hard to be hardcore motivated without something amazing and awesome to look forward to.
all in all it has been a great/frustrating weekend. I am exhausted and all I can think about is school, food, and working out. I want to be so much better then I am and I want to be a good role model for my girls.
Tomorrow I will post the layout for what starts my week of hell!! Its gonna be great!
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